Thrilling

Lu Yan slowly opened his eyes.

In fact, he had already woken up. As soon as the car stopped, he woke up in a daze, but there was still some confusion in his mind, and he didn’t want to open his eyes.

Lu Yan had a special physique. Even if he was very drunk, he could quickly relieve himself by taking a little rest. He vaguely remembered what happened just now, and also remembered that he proposed to go out for a ride.

Today, it should be said to be yesterday, it was really an exciting day. For the first time in his life, Lu Yan won an award in the movie category, and he also won two at the same time. Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, Lu Yan was already a very lucky person, and there were a few actors who could make their first movie debut and become the best male supporting actor and the best newcomer. However, Lu Yan knew how much effort he had put in for this day, and all the lows and sufferings he experienced before his rebirth seemed to be for this moment. Lu Yan was very fortunate that even in the most difficult times, he did not give up. God will not treat bad those who work hard and persist, so he had a chance to come back.

What came back was not only a career opportunity, but also a sudden love.

For love, Lu Yan originally had no expectations, and his mother’s experience made him both repulsive and disappointed in love. The future he occasionally imagined was nothing more than finding a woman who was pleasing to the eye, getting married, and having children. There could be a relationship without love. Life didn’t need so much passion. Lu Yan believed that he would be a good husband and a good father. Out of responsibility and morality, he would also be responsible for his family.

However, Su Mo appeared.

This strong and proud man in his bones used his sincerity and patience to disintegrate Lu Yan’s will little by little. From the beginning of rejection to now, Lu Yan also had a desire in his heart, and he couldn’t hold back no matter what.

Lu Yan didn’t know why Su Mo fell in love with him, but he knew he was serious. In their bones, they were actually the same people. Once they were identified, they would never change. Su Mo appeared again and again just right, making the expectation in Lu Yan’s heart deepen little by little, until there was a voice screaming in his heart, you can try to believe it once, if you miss it, you may regret it for the rest of your life.

If there were people in this world who would never change their minds, Lu Yan believed that Su Mo must be one of them. This man was determined and strong enough, and he had what many people couldn’t hope for in their entire lives, which also meant that he would not be seduced by worldly desires. And these were exactly what Lu Yan wanted the most. Find someone who could go on together for a lifetime.

Therefore, at an extremely important moment in life, Su Mo appeared just right again, and Lu Yan couldn’t help but want to share it with him. He suddenly realized that if there was no one to share all the achievements and joys, then even standing at the top was just a lonely person, and the fun would be much less.

Therefore, even when his consciousness was still somewhat chaotic, he subconsciously did not want to separate.

Although he still closed his eyes, Lu Yan could still feel Su Mo’s scorching gaze glued to him. He moved, thinking about how to wake up more naturally. Suddenly, a cold and soft touch landed on his lips, and it was fleeting. It left before he could feel it, and he felt very regretful in his heart.

When he realized what it was, there was a “boom” in Lu Yan’s mind, his heartbeat suddenly increased uncontrollably, and his breathing could no longer remain steady. However, at this time, Lu Yan heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and the people around him had already left.

Lu Yan opened his eyes.

The moonlight was bright, and Lu Yan saw Su Mo leaning against the guardrail on the top of the mountain, took out a cigarette, lit it, put it in his mouth, and then slowly exhaled a smoke ring. It was also the first time that Lu Yan saw Su Mo smoking. He remembered that Su Mo’s clean and slender fingers had no traces of tobacco smoke on them. He knew that Su Mo didn’t smoke much either. At this moment, Su Mo, who was smoking alone under the moonlight, felt somehow indescribably beautiful to Lu Yan. It’s just that the other party’s expression at the moment was clearly written in loneliness, and Lu Yan felt a pain in his heart for no reason.

Lu Yan remembered the bits and pieces since the acquaintance, and there was a secret sour sweetness in his heart.

Love is like this. When you are indifferent, you will not feel how much the other party does. However, once you start to be moved, all the details will turn into a wave and drown you in an instant.

Lu Yan took a breath, unfastened his seat belt, pushed open the car door, and walked out.

Su Mo raised his head when he heard the sound, his eyes were a little blurry, and after seeing that it was Lu Yan, he whispered, “You are awake.”

His originally low voice was a little dry due to smoking, but it felt like a layer of temptation in Lu Yan’s ears.

Lu Yan walked up to him and saw that his originally neatly groomed hair had been ruffled by the mountain wind, and the shattered bangs fell on his forehead, giving Lu Yan an illusion of fragility. He couldn’t help raising his hand, wanting to smooth those messy hair, but in Su Mo’s puzzled eyes, he turned around and stopped in front of him, with a gesture of reaching out, “Do you still have a cigarette?”

Su Mo didn’t suspect him, nodded and handed him a cigarette, just as he was about to light a fire for him, Lu Yan had already put the cigarette in his mouth and came over.

Su Mo was stunned for a moment, but he still put the still burning cigarette into his mouth. Lu Yan approached slightly, and the tails of the two cigarettes came together.

In a breath, the smoke had been lit.

Both of them lowered their eyes slightly, their postures seemed very intimate, and they could feel each other’s breath hitting their faces while breathing interlaced.

Too close! Su Mo thought about it, and his head was a little dizzy, but Lu Yan was actually too.

Lu Yan took a step back, then turned around and leaned against the guardrail.

Once he made up his mind, he didn’t know how to speak. Lu Yan looked at the shadowy woods in the mountains, thinking wildly in his mind.

Su Mo had already finished smoking a whole cigarette over there. He took out the cigarette case, snuffed out the cigarette, and put the butt back.

Like every time before, the silence spread between them, but this time it was a little more ambiguous.

It was Su Mo who spoke first, “Mr. Lu, I haven’t congratulated you for winning the two major awards.”

Lu Yan rested his elbows on the guardrail, and measured his body slightly to look at him, “You said it, I heard it at that time.”

Su Mo remembered that Lu Yan held his hand at that time, and the squeeze in the palm of his hand was neither light nor heavy, and his heart became hot, but he didn’t know whether Lu Yan was intentional or not.

“I’m very happy” Lu Yan looked at him with a very focused gaze, “That at that time, you were there.”

Su Mo felt that his heartbeat was already unnaturally fast.

Lu Yan slowly approached Su Mo’s scorching eyes, turned his head slightly, touched his lips like a dragonfly, and quickly left.

Su Mo was stunned, Lu Yan licked his lips and smiled slyly, “The return gift just now.”

Su Mo felt that the whole body was not very good.

Lu Yan had already walked into the car as if nothing had happened, and said lightly, “Go back, it’s getting late.”