Sir, take me to rebel (16):
The teacher was someone who rewarded and punished fairly, and would certainly give rewards to outstanding students.
As for what the rewards were, the teacher would never tell others—only quietly, so that the student could secretly rejoice alone.
After the reward, the teacher would also say, next time keep working hard, I have more good things waiting to slowly give to you.
Because of this, the student was full of motivation, with endless energy every day.
Now that the Qiuchao dynasty had fallen, the Si state rose and absorbed vast lands in one stroke, with everything in need of rebuilding.
Siyi was busy, busy dealing with Qiuchao’s old officials, improving new systems, assigning his own people to govern different regions, and correcting all kinds of local bad customs one by one… so busy his feet hardly touched the ground.
At such times, he always felt fortunate to have Si Qi by his side. No matter how many matters there were, as long as the teacher was watching nearby, nothing would go wrong.
But every time he was correcting memorials, the teacher always liked to sit shoulder to shoulder with him, leaning slightly as he explained the details written there. The gentle voice like warm jade sounded in his ears, pale fingertips lightly tapping the contents on the paper. Siyi lowered his head, pretending to think, but all his attention was on Si Qi—painful yet joyful.
Si Qi noticed the man beside him even blushed while looking at memorials, and with a smile asked, “Is it good-looking?”
Siyi quickly came back to his senses, “Hm?”
Si Qi said meaningfully, “I’m asking if the memorial is good-looking, since you seem so absorbed.”
Siyi, feeling guilty, replied, “It’s you who look good…”
“Then how about this?” Si Qi blinked mischievously, and in a flash turned into a white-haired old man. “Still good-looking?”
Siyi’s body stiffened. He stared carefully at the features before him, and stubbornly said, “As long as it’s you, always good-looking.”
Si Qi deliberately said, “Oh, then I’ll stay like this from now on.”
“…Whatever appearance you like to use is fine,” Siyi said with particular stubbornness in his expression, “as long as you’ll still let me kiss you!”
Si Qi was speechless, finally managing: “You really are without any taboos.”
In other worlds before, when the two of them grew old and white-haired, even walking on the streets people would make way for them. Chu Feng could still kiss and hug him daily without hindrance, spoiling him down to the bone.
Now Chu Feng remembered nothing, just an arrogant, spirited eighteen-year-old youth, yet he could still bring himself to kiss this face—truly impressive.
When Si Qi was lost for words, Siyi pressed further: “Do you not believe me? Then I’ll prove it to you.”
Si Qi looked doubtful: “You just want to use this chance to kiss me, don’t you?”
Siyi said earnestly, “No, I just want to prove my sincerity.”
As he spoke, he leaned closer, landing a kiss on Si Qi’s lips. After kissing, he sensed something wrong—this wasn’t an old man at all, clearly the same as usual. Unable to resist, he held the man tight, kissing him again and again until fully satisfied, then reluctantly moved back a little.
Siyi pretended to be disappointed: “Did you only change your appearance? I feel it wasn’t much different from usual. I originally wanted to experience in advance what you’ll be like decades later. No good—you have to change again, and we’ll do it one more time.”
Si Qi only felt his lips burning, swollen from the kisses. “Why do I feel like your skin is getting thicker lately?”
Siyi: “Not at all. Clearly when you touch me, kiss me, I blush—my skin is thin. If you don’t believe me, you can try.”
Si Qi tugged his lover’s ear: “Then blush for me right now.”
Siyi’s gaze dropped, staring at the body under Si Qi’s clothes. Who knew what he was imagining, but his whole face instantly turned red.
Si Qi: “…”
Si Qi was utterly defeated.
With a swish, he returned to his original appearance: a spirited, graceful young man with arms folded, looking him over sternly. “Come on, tell me, what were you thinking just now?”
Siyi stared at that flamboyant, youthful face until his eyes glazed, shaking his head desperately: “No, no, I just remembered when we recently slept side by side, and you explained court affairs to me…”
“And then you said it was scary in the dark and clung to me without letting go?” Si Qi raised a brow. “I recall you took a lot of liberties then.”
“You can take them back,” Siyi said obediently. “Take even more, I don’t mind. It’s only right that I repay my teacher.”
Si Qi snorted: “I don’t have such an insolent student as you…”
“Injustice,” Chu Feng said, “I’ve always respected my teacher, only devoted to fulfilling your wishes. Whatever you want, I do. At that time you liked it very much, held my back tight, so naturally I…”
Si Qi’s ears grew hot. “So only I liked it—you didn’t?”
“Of course I liked it…”
The two lingered in intimacy inside the imperial study, frolicking for quite a while.
As dusk fell outside the window, Siyi, afraid the promised nighttime reward might be taken away, exerted himself and finished his tasks at record speed.
Si Qi reviewed the memorials Siyi had processed. He had to admit, this life’s Chu Feng truly had talent beyond imagination in such matters. Nodding, he had just uttered “approved” when he was suddenly scooped up into someone’s arms.
“Hey, slow down…”
Life was fulfilling and joyful. After over a month, only with reminders from ministers did Siyi recall he still hadn’t dealt with his biological father.
Those guilty former officials and sorcerers had already been executed at the market, blood flowing like rivers, stench still lingering.
The Qiuchao emperor should have shared the same fate, cut down by Siyi’s sword in the great hall. But at that time, seeing his face identical to Chu Feng in the painting, Siyi hesitated. Later, Si Qi told him the truth and stopped him, saying this man should be kept to reclaim what he had stolen. So he was left alive until today.
Keeping him alive was fine—Siyi wanted to kill him not just for the childhood torment, but for the countless lives he had caused to perish over the years. He deserved death.
Such a person shouldn’t die in secret, but be dealt with publicly.
Some ministers worried that Siyi killing his father openly would be criticized as immoral, and thought imprisoning him for life would be better. To this, Siyi said flatly: “If the Son of Heaven breaks the law, he is guilty the same as any commoner. If I commit a crime, I too must be punished. How could that man, merely my father by blood, be an exception?”
The ministers felt conflicted, but deeply moved.
With such an emperor, how could the Si state not flourish?
After setting the date of death, Siyi prepared to reclaim what was his. He didn’t ask others, but invited Si Qi to personally act.
Si Qi agreed without hesitation. Watching Siyi take medicine and lie down peacefully, he strode over to the struggling, fleeing Qiuchao emperor, lifted him up, and pressed him onto the operating table.
A few needles pierced acupuncture points, and the man was instantly immobilized. His trembling pupils showed his mind remained awake. Si Qi took out a scalpel, and before his eyes, without mercy, cut down through the center of his brow.
The blade sliced flesh with sticky sounds, blood flowing as tears streamed.
Si Qi looked on blankly as the man’s eyes filled with pleading, despair, and madness.
As if blind, he acted firmly, decisively, without hesitation, without speaking a word. He mercilessly opened the body, retrieved what belonged to his beloved, and carefully returned it to Chu Feng’s body.
Xiu Xiu knew Si Qi could be infinitely gentle when softhearted, but when cold, nothing in the world could sway him. As an assistant robot, he silently watched the whole process. When Si Qi finally restored the last drop of heart’s blood to Siyi, the youth transformed back into the face most familiar to him.
“You’ve suffered,” Si Qi murmured, touching his beloved’s forehead and kissing between his brows. Quietly, tenderly, he looked at him for a long while, then stood and returned to the dissected, ruined corpse. Taking the needle and thread from Xiu Xiu, he casually sewed him back together.
When the golden needles were pulled free, the man vomited and screamed in collapse.
The old, hideous monster shook all over, fell to the ground, writhing in agony, shrieking inhumanly, bashing his head against the floor to end it all.
Si Qi didn’t lift an eyelid, telling Xiu Xiu to watch him, not to let him die too easily. Then he carefully picked up Chu Feng and left the bloody place.
Chu Feng felt as if he had only slept. Waking, he found his body taller, muscles and bones smoother, his appearance no longer needing a mask.
Looking at the mirror, he turned to Si Qi. “Do you like me like this?”
Si Qi’s heartbeat quickened at the sight. “Of course.”
“Do you like this face more, or me as a person?”
Si Qi smiled: “If anyone else had your face, I wouldn’t give them a glance.”
Siyi was reassured. He went over, hugged him, and rested his head on Si Qi’s shoulder. “You’re so good to me. The happiest thing in my life is meeting you. Even when I avenged my greatest hatred, it wasn’t as joyful as being with you.”
Si Qi closed his eyes and embraced him, feeling his warmth.
“You are omnipotent, surely you’ll stay young forever, live as long as the heavens,” Siyi whispered. “When I’m gone, will you still remember me?”
Si Qi chuckled softly, kissing his ear. “Don’t worry. I’ll leave with you, then find you in the next world.”
Siyi’s grip tightened unconsciously, then slowly eased. “I don’t want you to die because of me. But what you said sounds so beautiful… I can’t help but be greedy.”
“You can be greedier,” Si Qi said. “I’m not coaxing you. I’ve been looking for you all these years. We are lovers across lifetimes, destined for eternity.”
Siyi’s nose stung. He hugged Si Qi tightly, until he could control his voice again, then smiled with reddened eyes: “Then in the next life, I won’t make you search too long.”
Si Qi’s eyes curved: “Of course.”
Meanwhile, the Qiuchao emperor, enduring the torment of Chu Feng’s past pain, after ten days of suffering, finally died in agony in a ruined hut.
Xiu Xiu, who had been guarding him, noticed and quickly treated him, dragging him back from the edge of death.
But revived, his eyes were vacant. Unable to bear the memory of being dissected alive, his mind collapsed completely.
Seeing Chu Feng happy every day, not remembering this man at all, Si Qi handed the Qiuchao emperor over for a public trial. After the judgment, he was taken straight to the market and beheaded.
The people of the capital, upon hearing that the former dynasty’s emperor was to be executed, flocked to watch. After witnessing it, they were both nervous and excited, marveling that the current emperor truly did what he said he would, and that the laws he had established were indeed strict and unwavering.
The people of Si Kingdom who had come from Liang Province and other places cried and laughed at the same time after seeing it. Thinking of the grievances they had suffered in the past years, and then of the kindness they had received since the new emperor ascended the throne, they felt that after this day, even the sky above their heads had become bluer than before.
As days passed, one day Si Qi suddenly remembered that although Chu Feng’s enemies had been dealt with, the original body’s enemies had been left unattended.
When Si Qi brought it up, Chu Feng, who had always kept an eye on the matter, said: “I didn’t kill them directly.”
Si Qi asked curiously: “Then what did you do?”
“Nothing much, just locked them up, not allowing them to go outside.”
After what had happened in the grand hall back then, those people regretted it bitterly, and hated the general’s wife and Si Yu down to the bone. Now, confined together in the same small courtyard, having to rely on themselves for food and water, forced to see each other every day, they quarreled constantly. They blamed all their suffering on those two, leaving no day of peace.
Those who hated the general’s wife and Si Yu tormented them relentlessly—ordering them around, snatching away their food. The general’s wife wept day and night, lost her past affection for Si Yu, and even joined the others in tormenting him.
After Si Yu’s true identity was revealed, he was no longer affected by the backlash of the general’s mansion’s fortune, and his body quickly recovered. His pigeon-fated destiny kept him alive, but such a life was worse than death.
Trapped among those who hated him, his fate was of no use. Even those who occasionally felt pity for him ended up resenting him even more, resenting Si Yu himself.
Soon, Si Yu was tortured beyond recognition. Once a delicate and pampered young noble, he became worse off than a beggar on the streets. Every day, his cries and pleas for mercy echoed.
This was exactly what Si Yi wanted to see. The Si family understood the emperor’s intent. When Si Yi locked them up, he had said that children were innocent. All the young children of the general’s household were taken away to live outside. In return, these elders had to remain alive, suffering in ways that satisfied Si Yi—an unspoken bargain between them.
Si Yi even ordered those who delivered vegetables weekly to tell them about Si Qi—about his achievements and the love and respect he received from the people.
Those sent were Si Qi and Si Yi’s most loyal followers, their respect for Si Qi carved into their bones. The Si family could clearly see their sincerity, could see how deeply the people admired him.
Each time, regret surged through them. They regretted ever listening to Si Yu’s bewitchment, regretted the cruelty they had inflicted on Si Qi.
Even without mentioning how powerful Si Qi was now, back in childhood he had already been far more exceptional than most children.
He had survived alone on the streets. During his years trapped in the general’s mansion, when many servants didn’t know the truth, he, locked away in a courtyard, saw everything clearly.
At the time, he could have left quietly. But hoping his kin might turn back, he endured in silence—until their cruelty shattered him, and only then did he leave without looking back.
In sincerity, Si Qi far surpassed Si Yu’s false affection; in wisdom, he exceeded nearly everyone; in martial skill, even as a youth he could defeat them all. He had truly inherited the general’s finest blood.
But they had been blind, unable to see jade from pebbles, tormenting an innocent child for three long years…
Now, whenever they saw the scars covering their own arms, they recalled the pain of forced bloodletting, recalled the fragile arms of that thin child.
The more they thought of it, the clearer it became just how hateful their actions had been.
But knowing was one thing—they still refused to accept it.
They were Si Qi’s kin, the closest people to him in this world. Even if they had done wrong, it was Si Yu’s fault for leading them astray. Without Si Yu, how could they have treated Si Qi so badly? It was all Si Yu’s fault!
Now that they had repented, suffered enough punishment, they wanted to cherish Si Qi as the most beloved of juniors, treat him better than they had ever treated Si Yu.
They only wanted to leave this cage-like prison of despair.
They begged the vegetable deliverers to pass a message to Si Qi, hoping for his forgiveness.
With Si Qi’s current status, as long as he spoke, Si Yi would surely release them. Perhaps even restore the general’s mansion to its former glory.
But their pleas were ignored again and again. Finally, after much crying, threats, even endangering their own lives, the guards reluctantly agreed—but instead of bothering Si Qi, they reported directly to Si Yi.
Si Yi’s face darkened. That very day, he led men to the courtyard. Looking at the haggard, evasive people, he said coldly: “You want to see my teacher? For what? Are your days too easy, and you’re looking for more suffering?”
The Si patriarch, dressed in coarse hemp he had never worn in his life, leaning on a branch for a cane, forced himself to speak firmly: “I am his elder! We gave him life! He should be filial to us!”
“You want my teacher’s filial piety? You are worthy?” Si Yi, who had killed his own father, was not swayed by such petty moral blackmail. As emperor, his words carried overwhelming force, pressing them into silence. “Since you once locked my teacher in a courtyard and drained his blood, I can just as easily lock you here and carve flesh from your bodies every day!”
The Si family had witnessed the executions at the marketplace, heads rolling to the ground. Now hearing this, they trembled in terror, not daring to doubt him.
The patriarch, pale and shaking, struggled to defend himself: “I—it was for Si Qi’s sake. If he shines outside while we suffer here, once this spreads, his reputation will be ruined!”
“My teacher’s reputation needs no concern from you. If I throw you anywhere in this kingdom, announce your identities and what you did to him, the people will beat you to death on the spot!” Si Yi sneered. “This kingdom of Si—its name comes from Si Qi. If not for his dislike of meddling, this entire realm would belong to him! Who could overshadow him? And you think you are worthy to threaten him?”
At this, bitterness filled their hearts.
It was worse than insults. And coming from the emperor himself, it was undeniable truth.
They had once held the best cards in life, could have lived above all others, yet squandered it, turning their strongest support into an enemy.
“Seems your days are too easy, for you to dare harbor such thoughts about my teacher.”
At those words, panic spread through them. They tried to plead, but Si Yi gave them no chance. He ordered: “Open fields in this courtyard. From now on, no more vegetables delivered—only seeds. No more clothes—give them flax and a loom. Seal this courtyard; no one enters.”
The Si family collapsed in tears, begging, “Your Majesty, forgive us! We won’t dare again!”
Si Yi ignored them and left.
He did not tell Si Qi about this. He didn’t want the matter to disturb him. He returned with his smile unchanged.
Si Qi pretended not to know, living like a carefree retired emperor. His only concern was watching the world’s fortune, hunting down hidden sorcerers, reclaiming forbidden techniques.
The world itself seemed to aid him—sorcerers accidentally exposing themselves, old books being unearthed.
The people, having suffered from fate before, now avoided such things, making Si Qi’s mission smooth.
Everyone respected him, loved him, treated him like family. He lived happily.
Sometimes, walking among the people, with his ethereal beauty, they felt he could ascend to the heavens at any step. Seeing him remain youthful and omnipotent, they believed he was an immortal sent down to save them. Tales of him spread everywhere, songs and poetry about him countless.
At first, the young Si Yi feared he was unworthy, working tirelessly to improve, afraid someone would take his teacher from him.
Until one day, he heard a new, deeper voice from his teacher. His sunny brows matured into calm strength.
Smiling, he said: “Kept you waiting.”
Si Qi’s eyes curved as he replied: “Not at all. That was you too.”
They lived together in this world, loving and supporting one another, year after year of happiness.
Until one day, Chu Feng felt exhausted. He said farewell.
Si Qi sat by his side, holding his hand, eyes full of reluctance.
“Don’t be sad. We’ll meet in the next world,” Chu Feng smiled, kissed his forehead, and imprinted his image deep in his eyes.
This was the one he loved—across all time, all worlds.
At last, unable to hold on, he closed his eyes.
Si Qi gazed quietly, tidied his clothes, then released his own power. With a faint smile, his body weakened, and leaning on Chu Feng’s chest, he too closed his eyes.
“Mm, see you in the next world.”